2024-08-27
Talk about forgetting something, huh. I added this to my X alt
account because I just wanted to add a site to my profile, but
now that someone had seen it I feel obligated to update it so
here we are
I wanted to write here because I was feeling a bit sad, I
usually do this in personal notes but lets do this here today,
cause why not. Life has changed quite a bit in the past year,
around me that is, I did change too, but not that much, or at
least that's how I'm feeling. If I look at myself from an
objective perspective then yes, I did do quite a lot, but it
doesn't feel like it, it doesn't feel like much. Nothing feels
like much right now, brains are dumb
I really dislike how my brain is so context dependent, I have
no hard-truths in there, it all could change with the current
context, even what you think is "logic" sometimes turns out
to not make sense the next morning, after sleep.
Isn't sleep just weight normalization? I'm not an expert on AI
but I know that when you have a training dataset you have to
normalize it, make sure everything is on the same level, in
the same range of -1 to 1. I feel that our brains do the same
when we sleep, as you go through the day you experience all
these emotions, all these events, and each leaves an impact on
you, one bad event could ruin your day, but that's it, your
day, well... if it's not that bad.
When we sleep our brains do this background processing, storing
memories and experiences in the back of our minds, in the archive,
where the long-term training is, you can think of this in terms
of LLMs' attention vs actually training the model on that data.
And now I will go do the same, sleep, in the hope of waking up
to a clear mind, where everything is in its right place,
everything has its right weight, no bias. Good night.
2023-07-25
Sorry I forgot about this for some time, but here I am. Today
was not really the best, quite a lot of minor annoyances have
piled up and got to me, but I can get through this.
How different would my life have been if it wasn't for
computers, everything I do or am good at is computer-related.
Strangely, recently I've been feeling a bit sick of them, or
maybe I got sick from myself, the main reason being that I've
done nothing productive recently, and day after day it gets
harder and harder to actually get to work.
Tomorrow I will be trying something different, I will not touch
my computer for a whole day (crazy right??), I will go to the
library, I have a list of articles I want to read, I will print
them and read them in peace, I will also bring my journal and
write everything that's on my mind, maybe that will fix it, I
hope at least it will do something positive, and for tonight, I
will go for a run.
2023-06-10
Hello everyone, here in the first blog post one would usually
address their name, but I won't do that, at least for now.
Instead I'm going to post some cool pictures I had saved in my
pictures folder.
I think in the future having a lot of pictures like this will
make stuff annoying to read so I might add a drop down to see
all pictures or something similar, also it will probably make
the site load faster.
also I might be posting about some books I read, what I am
doing right now or cool photographs I take, who knows, the
possibilities are endless, there is as many possible things to
post about as there are atoms in the universe, probably even
more.